Star of my life

We stare into the communion of sadness
the world betraying its gut for bleak anxiety
the roofs can't be climbed
the hours can't be misplaced
days fail to be numbered

Morrison asks now
did I shine?
Was I a shooting star?
Shotgun of comets aiming at moon's bastard child?
From ashes
Lover?
Did you hold your breath at my sight?
deep
deep into the profound night

Starless constellations filling wishes
everybody dies
few get a star

Hoshi the baby mumbles
and satan's angel
gives her
one
pure grain
of charcoal sand

Here, this is your tiny
tinest piece of star

Go chasing comets
cars,
paper planes off the ground
and never comeback

Star of my life